sharon jeannette

omg! i want this journal so bad! i can't wait till next week. i think I'm going to treat myself to it. It's going to be so exciting. Now its a little pricey for a journal but I think its worth it! =) the best $42 I will invest!

Here we go again, I feel like this is the topic that I most talk about and think about in my life. Because its what I need to figure out. From the start I always knew what I wanted to do, in terms of school and career. But I was always so worried about what my family thought about it or if I would be able to get a job after. Well, I have made up my mind. I need to do what I want to because I am only going to live this life once and my family needs to just support me and think about that I am happy. So, what is it that I am going back to, the number one thing that I wanted to do?  FASHION MERCHANDISING MANAGEMENT. That's what I am going to do.

Right now, I am dealing with somethings. I want to start in January but right now I don't know if I am going to be able to do it because my mom is sick and she is getting surgery sometime in January and I am going to have to take care of her for a while. Until she will be able to get herself together. The recovery is like 6 to 8 weeks. So, I would miss two months of school. So, ah I am going to have to wait until fall maybe. I don't know yet. But whether its in January or in the fall I am going to do that. Because I need to do it for me. And that's that. I am so excited again. I am going to take photography as a minor too. So, I can dabble in that too. Hehe are you happy for me? You better be!
xoxo

Here are the most important people in my life. I love them so much because they support me in my life and they just love me because its me. And that's it. No matter what mistakes I make or whatever things in my life change they love me. I am so grateful for that.

I hate when people ask me, "so what do you want to do for the rest of your life?" If by far the most annoying question. Sometimes I feel like I want to say BITCH why are you all in my life. Ah, and it like I know when people ask that they mean well but I still hate it. Mostly because as of today I am still not sure. I don't know. I mean I gave a general idea of the things that I like doing and would like to do but the key is finding how to make money doing it. I mean isn't that what everyone wants?

Hm, ok so why am I back at square one again, well because I was just thinking about the career that I was thinking about going to do but with the way the economy is will I find a job doing that? But at the same time, what if I don't take that leap and take a chance? Blah so  I have only a little bit a time to find out. Because school starts on Jan 25th and that's if I do the career that I was thinking about. Blah, this totally sucks.

So, what careers are good. Here are my criteria's: in the fashion world, photgrpahy, writting, something that allows me to meet new people and maybe travel the world. I can make $$$$$$ hahaha good money in.

There it is, those are the things that I like. So, what ideas do you people have?

i am so happy right now. we are living in a great time in history!

One: Who are your last 4 texts​ from?​
Nena...Shawn...Shawn.. Willy

Two: Where​ was your defau​lt pictu​re taken​?​
awww of Alanie.. at home

Three​:​ What'​s your middl​e name?​
Jeannette

Four:​ What'​s your curre​nt favor​ite color​?​
hmm, so many! umm right now GOLD!

Five:​ Does your crush​ like you back?​
i don't have a crush on anyone

Six​:​ What color​ shirt​ are you weari​ng?​
pink

seven​:​ Where​ did you get it?
umm don't remember, its a bata (a pj dress type thing)

eight: Are you imagi​ning anyon​e naked​ right​ now?
nope! haha

nine:​ Did you ever sneak​ into an R rated​ movie​?​
nope, never had to

Ten:​ Ever had a near death​ exper​ience​?​
omg! yes. my best diana taking the light and car almost crashing into us!

OK. Enough about me rambling on about that, it has been crazy, doing a lot of things around the casa. Me and my mother helped my dad do some work around the house and what ever. I got some make up and gave mango a bath. Here are some of the pictures..

o0o and also i got mango a new bed and he totally loves it. its so cute. my best friend Diana got the same one for her new puppy that coming Nov 21, Pebbles. But its in pink. um, what else o0o i got a ring too. so cute its by Lauren Conrad.

I feel like I am in a crazy place right now in life. I know all the things I want to do and I know the things that my family wants me to do. My need to please my family has always gotten the best of me because I do want to make the people who love me happy, but up until what point?

Sometimes I feel like I don't know who I am. The other half I am complete in myself. Does that make sense? NO! right? Well, that's how I feel. LMAO! I don't know. I am trying to best to keep myself first and then worry about everyone else later!.

Wish me luck
xoxo

Ok, so I am super excited because I found some new things that I want. My dad told me to figure out what are the things that I want so he can give me the cash so I can go shopping for school in Jan. Which by the way I am so excited about.

Well my day was very eventful, 9am argue with my moms, 11:30am doctor appointment. 1pm lunch with my dad. 3pm forget to pick up mom. 3:30 pick up mom. 4pm home. 5pm-7pm chilling in the house with my mom, dad, uncle and grandma. yay! They came to visit  us and to also bring some sanconcho that she made. We chilled and just talked. I love being with my family. I feel most happy. OMG! The doctor appointment was so retarded. They had to put drops into my eyes and that made me all dizzy and my eyes blurry. So I was like sort of blind for a little while. It sucked. Um, what else?

o0o I know now, my best friend Diana is getting a new dog, which I am so excited about. So her new puppy can play with Mango which will be so cute, because they can be best friends just like me and her. We was suppose to go to the mall to see what type of dog she wants but my uncle and grandma came over so we are going to next time. Which I cant wait. I am so super excited for her. Love to see her happy. Um, well yup that's about it. Nothing more. I cant wait for this weekend. I get paid and that means only one thing, SHOPPING!
xoxo